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Friday, November 28, 2008, 11:07 PM
This post is going to to emo. If you don't want to listen to me, you can always click the little X and leave or you can read the first paragraph and then leave. The emo-ness will start after that. LALA!!

Cheryl came to my house at around 1pm this afternoon, watched a little part of SDNEY WHITE. Amanda Bynes is GOOD LOOKING!! haha!! Yup, after that met xian, james, wei and ming at Tampines MRT and head off to City Hall. Walked all the way to Marina Square to slack, Jade(james's fren) and kester joined us after a while. We walked around looking at clothes and trying on SUNGLASSES!! SO FUN!! Layyen, kl, yiting, yilin, Kin came after that. OMG!! KIN CUT HIS HAIR!! SO COOL!! It looks good actually. HAHA!! Walked to Happy Pot with them. Too bad, my teacher wasn't there. Left after that to go to Mount Elizabeth Hospital to visit my aunt. Seems that there was another tumor in her intestines that cause the lost of quite some amount of blood in her body. There was one in her ovaries i think last year and it was a cancerous one but they took it out. Luckily she's better now. Just that she keeps on falling asleep due to the medicine.

Okay. The emo part is coming. CAUTION!!

I don't know what is going on these few days. It seems that things that i thought or i assume that i know isn't what they are anymore. The closer you get to someone, the more you'll know about them. including the bad points. But isn't it part of friendship that we learn to accept the good and bad parts of our friends? But why is it that some doesn't learn to do that? It made me wonder what is the REAL meaning of friendship. For wernie, winnie, jefferson(are you glad i mentioned you?) I'm sure that they'll be there for me regardless what happen. And of course i'll do the same without fail. That is friendship, to me. I do not know what it means to you. But to me, they are the best examples to show that. Perhaps for others, it will strengthen throughout the years. On second thought, for some, it weakens through the years. But why is that so? WHAT IS THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP and i don't mean those in the dictionary.

I guess i think too much sometimes. Up to a point which is unnecessary. Perhaps i caused myself to be emo. Hmm. I should be the one who laughs things off easily right?? Nothing seems to bother me much or so it seems.! I really don't like to let others see me feeling sad etc. Being happy seems to make things easier. I find myself harder to trust people to tell stuff to now (that doesn't apply to wernie, winnie, jeffy) . Happy makes things easier, no stress, nothing. Seriously. It's better to keep things to yourself. You won't trouble others with your own problems this way. I will learn to solve them myself from now onwards. It seems better this way. But if things gets too tough, i know i have wernie there! Right wernie??

Okay. End of emo-ness here.

I think i seriously think too much.